Late night thoughts

Weeee! Ten years after I created this blogspot account, I am now really writing something.

I'll start with something classic, like 'Where am i now, and what will i be 5 years from now'. Hmmm..i can exagerate a little about the 'now' thing, but the on 'future' thing, hardly, coz i have no idea. i am contemplating about being rich and gorgeous. make it 'sooo gorgeous', but that would come after (at least) i find a way to scrape the pimples off my back and make sure they'll never come back. i suspect i need to shell out a fortune for that, which of course would jeopardize my future 'rich' thing. but maybe rich AND gorgeous doesn't go together for me...interesting thought! i am not rich now, so i might be gorgeous!! ahahaha ^_^ hey! let me pass on this one, i had a hard day at work today. besides, i'm not into backless outfits so nobody would really see my back.

anyway, so where i am now...i'm not sure. my japanese friends would say i'm still too young, and that i'm lucky because i do what i do now at this point in my life. and i have all the time in the world to explore new things. but my friends back home are kind of worried for me (or is it pity?) because when they are getting married (or planning to) already, at 24 i still don't have a boyfriend. maybe if they don't love me, they'd call me a loser. these put me in a shaky ground. and maybe because i can't decide what i think of myself, THAT really makes me loser (",)

oh, bother...i got to go and sleep. long day tomorrow (again)...