(Wretched) Girl, Troubled

i know if i'm in trouble, even if i deny it, through my sleeping position.
i noticed that i've gone back to my curling position when sleeping , the position i used to do during my insecurity-infested teenage years. for the past few years i normally sleep flat on my back. but recently, i kinda regressed...
a lot of things have been hanging around my head lately. i've been trying to assure myself that they're no big deal, and that they will be gone in no time so i'll just have to ignore them. i wish it's that easy.

the primadonna queen has done it again. im not exactly sure what did i do to her to make her fond of making me look stupid in emails. i can't understand why does she have to put all those people in the cc anyway.
there she was, demanding some files i haven't heard about before. i was too numb to elaborate so i answered back in a simple sorry-i-dont-have-them. then she mailed back demanding i look at my archives, backups, all resources. yeah, like i have no idea what i put in my backups.
the last time she went bitchy on me i just took it a stride because i was in a good mood. but not today - when it is raining and my favorite umbrella is broken, when i have my period and my mood is oscillating, when i am still fuming over my supposedly promotion salary increase, when it is the 1 year anniversary of the stitching of my chin!! duhh!!!