anniversary

it's been a year since our apartment was broken in and i lost a lot of hard-earned stuffs. it's been a year since my trust for people was officially marred, my "i prefer to trust people" mantra blew in my face.

i still don't understand why it had to happen. i am not a fatalististic person, but in a way i still believe things happen for a reason. but the robbery i endured, i still don't get it. may be in a few years, i will. or maybe not.

it doesn't make my heart ache anymore whenever i remember it. but i'm curious. it gnaws on me from time to time. why did it have to happen...

well, it's no use to cry over spilt milk. i even got me a new laptop to commemorate the incident. a second hand IBM X40 - half the price, half the weight, and naturally, half the power of my last one.
abasheht, i really should let go...