Sunday, July 18, 2004

Bye 203, hello 201

I shifted to the 'delaying mode' for the upteenth time. Been packing for a week now but so far, I only have packed 7 percent of my things. I am officially moving out tomorrow, to a new apartment with a roommate. Though farther from my office, the new place is way cooler than this one. But I have been a resident here long enough for memories to be more than just vague impressions in my mind. This has been my home for a full set of seasons, and more. It sustained the obsessive-compulsive and suffered the slob in me. Saw me through the tears that scourged and the laughters that healed. It witnessed how I turned green when sick, cried with frustrations or homesickness, wasted time as a couch potato. Everything considered, it watched me grow in a kind of way that nobody else did. But just like everything else, the time has come for me to part with it. I'm bringing most of my things (I couldn't imagine I have accumulated these much!), but still a number would be left behind (the cleaners will take care of 'em) like the Snoopy-in-the-Seesaw stuck to the door's peephole on the inside. I'd love to take it but the adhesive is so strong it wouldn't budge. The Snoopy-above-the-Doghouse that used to be on the outside peephole was lost amidst the scattered stuffs. I took it down a few days ago so the NHK lady would think I already moved and won't bother to knock. Oh well, I have more than enough Snoopies anyway =)

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Late night thoughts

Weeee! Ten years after I created this blogspot account, I am now really writing something.

I'll start with something classic, like 'Where am i now, and what will i be 5 years from now'. Hmmm..i can exagerate a little about the 'now' thing, but the on 'future' thing, hardly, coz i have no idea. i am contemplating about being rich and gorgeous. make it 'sooo gorgeous', but that would come after (at least) i find a way to scrape the pimples off my back and make sure they'll never come back. i suspect i need to shell out a fortune for that, which of course would jeopardize my future 'rich' thing. but maybe rich AND gorgeous doesn't go together for me...interesting thought! i am not rich now, so i might be gorgeous!! ahahaha ^_^ hey! let me pass on this one, i had a hard day at work today. besides, i'm not into backless outfits so nobody would really see my back.

anyway, so where i am now...i'm not sure. my japanese friends would say i'm still too young, and that i'm lucky because i do what i do now at this point in my life. and i have all the time in the world to explore new things. but my friends back home are kind of worried for me (or is it pity?) because when they are getting married (or planning to) already, at 24 i still don't have a boyfriend. maybe if they don't love me, they'd call me a loser. these put me in a shaky ground. and maybe because i can't decide what i think of myself, THAT really makes me loser (",)

oh, bother...i got to go and sleep. long day tomorrow (again)...

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